Life is certainly not easy a lot of the time, as you say, Misbah. Life can be, and often is, very hard. I find though, the more I'm able to trust in God's everlasting love, it brings a rest and a peace in the midst of the turmoil. I find it can be a struggle to get to that place of trust, though, especially if I'm trying to understand why, why not, etc. I think Solomon gave some great advice about understanding and trust, when he said, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your understanding." Proverbs 3:5. Understanding is great, but when I can't, I trust. Take care my friend.